Saturday, June 19, 2010
Where to begin alot of family tragedies and the passing away of my friend Samantha all have taken a toll on my heart and emotions shock and grief and constant tears.
Then when I received the results of my ct scan it was to much.
I was told my insides are messed up nothing where it should be and that they cant put it back to rights.
The surgery to correct my abdominal wall to risky so I shut down and just wanted to go home.
My hubby took time off from work to take care of our girls and I took a road trip home it was a difficult trip as I knew my friend Samantha would no longer be there.
I didn't sleep for a week but did get to see my son and grandson and friends and I saved the last day to see Samantha's husband and little ones.
On the drive home I had to stop and eat and drink several glasses of orange juice as the exhaustion caught up with me.
The last week I have been sleeping alot.
I have tried so many times to write a post but was overwhelmed with my frustration and grief.
I received a package in the mail from my friend Grace.
I always think of my favorite Hymn when I think of her she goes threw life comforting everyone around her she is amazing:)
In the package was a card letting me know she is here for me and coloring books and play toys for my girls they squealed with excitement:)
Then the gift for me she knitted me a shawl in pretty Summer colors and the pattern just so pretty it was like a much needed hug so I put on some makeup and did my hair and asked my hubby to take a picture of me wearing my shawl he coaxed me into smiling.
Thankyou Grace for the hug and the nudge it meant so much to me.